There has been a lot on my mind lately. It is a mix of being eager and excited for school to start with thinking about the past and how things are like now. I’m looking in all kinds of directions, but I know within a few months I’ll be headed in the right one. 

Everything that has happened in the past months are constantly circling in head and making me feel all these different things…and I’m glad to have sorted them out and understand them as much as I can. 

I just know that my main focus is going to be school and living my dream in these. I know I’m going to meet amazing people who share the same interest as me and I will learn so much more. I can’t help but hope though that.. they’ll be a guy.. or I’ll meet a guy to share my happiness with.. 

I have to keep my head up. 

“I find the whole concept of being ‘sexy’ embarrassing and confusing. If I do an interview with photographs people desperately want to change me - dye my hair blonder, pluck my eyebrows, give me a fringe. Then there’s the choice of clothes. I know everyone wants a picture of me in a mini-skirt. But that’s not me. I feel uncomfortable. I’d never go out in a mini-skirt. It’s nothing to do with protecting the Hermione image. I wouldn’t do that. Personally, I don’t actually think it’s even that sexy. What’s sexy about saying, ‘I’m here with my boobs out and a short skirt, have a look at everything I’ve got?’ My idea of sexy is that less is more. The less you reveal the more people can wonder.” —Emma Watson

—  A.A. Milne